-YOU-
your name: Paige
age: 18
height: 5' 11" (I round up or down depending on my mood so, really like 6')
hair color: brown
eye color: blue

HAVE YOU EVER
peed your pants? yup but I was like 2
cheated on someone? nope
fallen off the bed?obviously
fallen for a relative? gross, no
broke someone's heart? can't say that i have
had your heart broken? no, but I've been hurt before
had a dream come true? not yet
done something you regret? everyone does
cheated on a test? quiz but yes, I couldn't spell some characters name
broken a body part? torn acl, lets not go there

CURRENTLY
wearing – bowers and an old bball tee
listening to – you and I collide, howie day
feeling - good, just really good
reading – umm 1984 and now brave new world, but again lets not go there
located - on my bad
chatting with – nobody at the moment
should REALLY be DOING - any hw?

DO YOU
brush your teeth? of course!
like anybody? :-)
have any piercing? my ears, but I want up high on my ear
drive? the silver bulet
believe in Santa Claus? who doesn't?
ever get off the computer? only to eat and pee hahah jk yes

FRiENDS
do you belong to a crew? nope, hate clicks, groups etc
do you hang out with the opposite sex? yeah
do you consider yourself popular? nah but I hope people like me
do you trust your friends? only a few
are you a good friend? hope so
can you keep a secret? most definitely

THE LAST PERSON YOU...
hugged – murph
IMed – umm katie
talked to on the phone - mom in NC to tell her I got into NC State
yelled at – I don't really yell at people
fell in love with - actually been in love with, no one

PERSONAL
What do you want to be when you grow up? I think I want to teach b/c I want to have a family
What was the worst day of your life? either when I found out I tore my acl or when I my family moved, or when my uncle jeff died... can't really pick
What has been the best day of your life?the best? no idea, but there have been many great days
What comes first in your life? the people I care about
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? i'm single
If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? I don't think I want another set of eyes...
What do you usually think about before you go to bed? it depends on my mood but usually the future

FAVORITE . . .
Movie: too many but prob notebook, remember the titans, or you've got mail
Song: way too many but right now probably you and I collide, or then I did by rascal flatts
Band: too many to pick from but I do love those rascal flatts
Store: michaels
Sport: basketball but I really do miss soccer
Candy: hot tomales, peanut m&m's, or mounds
Day of the Week: Friday
Color: blue

DO YOU . . .
Like to give hugs? YES
Like to walk in the rain? if its warm
Sleep with or without clothes on? with
Dress up on Halloween? used to
Have a job? NO BUT I NEED ONE
Think you're attractive? no, but I don't think I'm ugly
Want to marry? most definitely

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT . . .
Eating Disorders: very sad.
Summer: this one prob won't be too fun but on the whole great
Tattoos: depends
Piercing: where?
Make-up: as long as its not over done
Drinking: I feel no need but I worry about some people who do drink
Guys/Girls: ummmm in terms of sexual orientation, i definitely like guys better, but i'm not sure if thats what the question is asking...

THIS OR THAT
Be serious or funny? I am serious but I like people who can be both
Single or taken? single
Simple or Complicated? nothing is simple
Silver or gold? WHITE gold
Tongue or belly button ring? belly, tongue just looks paniful
Angels or miracles? miracles, my friends are my angels
Sunrise or sunset? sunrise
M&M's or Skittles? peanut M&M's
Rap or Rock? depends on my mood, but I LOVE old school rap
Stay up late or sleep in? stay up late
TV or radio? radio, but I love certain tv shows
Hot or cold? depends
Diamond or Ruby? diamond
Vanilla or chocolate? I like dark chocolate but I also enjoy vanilla
Kids or no kids? KIDS I want a big family :-)

so i was bored and I felt like being in 7th grade again...plus maybe you learned something new, enjoy :-0

The rain drops feel without mercy, creating puddles and mud...lots of mud. As I drove through the roads I knew so well, that even in the dark I knew where the water would be highest, I knew what corners I must slow down on, and I knew where to dodge so as not to hit the POT HOLE full of water, my mind began to wander. It wandered past the road ahead of me and even past the voice Frank Sinatra who was singing "fly me to the moon"

My mind wandered into next year. I wondered what roads I would be driving, what state I would be driving in, where I would be driving, and who I would be driving with...I wonder about the next four years of my life, but I no longer fear them. I have put in my time in this small town, and I would NEVER trade even one minute here, but I'm ready to move. I am ready for different places, different faces, different roads, and even different pot holes.

I am ready to leave, drive and drive and never look back, well, ok... I will check my rear view mirror every once and a while. I am ready because I've learned that I can move on and I can leave this sleepy town and I can leave the people that I am ready to let go of. But more importantly I have realized I can hold onto the people that I still need in my life. I can move on but not lose touch, I can be gone but not forgotten, and I can move leave without leaving people behind.

So I'll hop in the car, rain or shine...I may not know what road I'll be on next year, but I can assure you it will be a bumpy ride... bumpy but worthwhile

*huge sigh of relief*

Should I do it? and if I should, will I get up the guts to do it? if I get up the guts to do it, what will you do in return?

make yourself do this . . . you need to make yourself do this . . . focus...give it time . . . you need this . . . you can do this, you want to do this, so get over yourself and DO IT . . . no more talk, its time for action

But this is what I am afraid of, with you and me it just happened early.

When one of us grows up (in this case it was you), and goes away...we grow apart. I don't know what to say to you anymore. I don't want to bore you with my highschool stories, but I want to tell you things. I want to tell you the things that mean a lot to me, but I don't... not anymore.

You've grown up a lot, no not in age, nor in size, and the distance you put between us is much more than miles, much more than a car ride... its the silence on the phone, or the lack of the phone.

Maybe you've grown up more than I'd realized, maybe you have other people now and you don't need me, need me to take up your time, or need me to do random things with. Maybe you'v already forgotten me. Maybe you grew up and for once; no matter how mature or how serious I am I can't keep up with you. The only problem now is... maybe I wasn't ready for this

theres no maybe about it... I can't control this, no matter how hard I try.

Its already happened/happening with you....and its only a matter of time before I go away and it happens again, and again, and again, and again, and again....

I thought I had a week; now just a day.... 24 hours :-(

its starting to show... or atleast I think I see it

She's sick of it. Sick of being unappreciated, looked down upon, not trusted, not taken seriously, unrecognized, but more than anything.... under estimated

people need to learn to have some faith

This is why I could never walk away, when its good.... its incredible, and ALL the pain feels worth it.

I walked in around 4:15, I know 3 hours early, but thats just my style. I listened to my music and put on my brace and sneakers right away. After I shot around I sat around, talked to the coaches (you made my night, you'll never know it, but it meant the world to me), the JV's (whom I adore), and the TEAM.

I found myself laying on the wooden floor. I thought about how there is NO where else in the world I would lay on a hard DUSTY wooden floor in an all white outfit, only here. This is a second home... a safe haven.

As the time began to wear down I again found myself with the feelings of butterflies in my tummy and worries in my head, we went into the locker room for pregame and the butterflies flew away... I was ready for this, WE were ready.

The ball went up into the air and I knew the writing on the board would need to come true "leave it on the court".... and WE DID. 59-50, no need to say anything else.

One game down, and bigger and better game to come, great win girlies, thanks.