walking back from the library today, I cried... its a 2 minute walk at most, but I didn't bother to wait, didn't bother to hold back, I don't know if it was the song that set me off, or if I just finally gave in, but thats what life has been like lately, walking in the freezing cold, crying, all alone.... I can't do this for much longer, and even if I could, I don't want to.

sorry, phase over... I'm me again.