you're mailing me something? huh ... I guess whenever I assume its over, you find a way to sneak back in... at least this time you're not the only one there

I've been fighting with my mom... I haven't fought with her since my family moved to NC. I don't like fighting, I always end up in tears and appologizing for things I don't actually believe were wrong. This was different though, I was honest... and as much as it hurt to get out, I think it was what was necessary. I feel as though I very often wear my heart on my sleeve, as though my emotions are quite easy to read. This is apparently my misconception as just about everything I told my mom I was feeling, she said was a complete surprise. I'm hoping things will be better now... not between me and her - shes one of my best friends- but between me and the family. I'm hoping when I go home things won't be so bad for me... so hard. I'm counting on less tears and less insecurities... I've been fighting with my mom, but I think this fights over.