I think that I get attached to people too easily. I decide that I like someone or trust them before I should. I let people have an impact on me before they have any right to. It's not their fault- it's mine. They don't know that I've decided we're friends or that I'm depending on them. They don't know that a few nice words can mean so much to me, or that once I've decided that I like someone I'd do just about anything not to let them down. It's my own fault- but still sometimes I wish I could care just a little bit less.

you should have told me. you should have told me you were coming. the minute you knew. the minute your plans were final. the minute you knew you were going to be here, to be in my state, you should have told me. it should have been my decision to take off time, to make time. i know you would have been busy, i know you would have had other responsibilities other stresses other things going on, but i would have come. i would have taken off the day, a half day, left early. i would have liked to see you. i think it would have been good for me, think its something i could use right now.

you should have told me you were coming, because i would have made time