You're always going to second guess yourself, always question the big decisions you made. You'll always wonder what would have been or wouldn't have. You will doubt whether the grass really is always greener on the other side. You may even sit around feeling sorry for yourself, wishing you could go back...but you cant.

To me this is the challenge of life, make a decision and then the hardest part, be happy about it.

Since you can't treat life like a movie; you can't fast forward to see how it ends and if you don't like the ending you can't rewind and start again, you might as well accept that yes, life dealt you the hand, but it was you who chose how to play it.

So, stop looking back, memories are great, but regret can kill...and stop worrying about the future, it will be here soon enough..... live in the present, and laugh and love as much as you can.

I'm scared, but I'm doing it anyways...wish me luck

I wouldn't call it regret...just a desire that things had gone differently.

I can't even begin to describe the relief of not reliving it, the stress and tears. But being there last night and watching you all together, I just wish things had gone differently, I wish it had worked out, I wish I hadn't felt like I was so backed into a corner with only one way out. I miss you guys, I miss the sweat, I miss the nerves and the feelings of success, I miss that... all of it.