I wouldn't call it regret...just a desire that things had gone differently.

I can't even begin to describe the relief of not reliving it, the stress and tears. But being there last night and watching you all together, I just wish things had gone differently, I wish it had worked out, I wish I hadn't felt like I was so backed into a corner with only one way out. I miss you guys, I miss the sweat, I miss the nerves and the feelings of success, I miss that... all of it.