I'm going to write this and if it offends anyone I am very sorry, its just stuff I need to get of fmy chest...

I hate change... and as much as I love college I hate the changes it has brought. I hate that we don't talk everyday. I hate that I hate talking on the phone. I hate that when I talk to you on the phone I feel like I'm boring you, or just bitching and I don't know which is worse. I hate that when we talk I feel like you have nothing to say, nothing you want to tell me, you used to tell me everything. I hate that I get jealous because you have all of these new people in your life and you don't need me anymore. I hate that when my mom asks how you're doing I don't have anything to say, I don't know. I hate that when people look at my pictures they have to ask why they haven't met you yet, and I have to try to answer. I hate that I can't just drive and see you whenever I want. I hate that you aren't here for when I walk out of the locker room after games. I hate a lot of the changes, but more than anything I hate that you've changed.

Maybe its me, Maybe I've changed, or Maybe I haven't and I should have, but somehow we have, and that makes me sad...

I don't know what to do....