this is what I live for... the challenge, the sweat, the high fives, the pain, the girls, the coaches, learning to push myself farther, harder, longer, trying to prove everyone wrong, the perfect shot, rebound, steal, the cheering of teammates, the freshman beating the upperclassman

but

this is whats killing me... the feeling of frustration, the never knowing, the pain, the girls, still being just that one step behind, the lack of self-confidence, the running, the hours and hours, the questions, the heartbreak of not quite being good enough





I don't know if its worth it anymore...



________________ ....when did the game stop being fun?