I'm losing confidence, in myself and my decisions. I'm unsure of where I'm going, why, and whether or not its what I want. I don't know what I can do, what I'm capable of, or if I can live up to everything thats expected of me- expected by myself and others. I have rules, for myself and roles set by other people, but I'm not sure I fit into any of them, or want to, or if these are the rules I should be setting. I don't know what I want, and if I don't know what I'm going after, how can I achieve. . . anything? I need direction, goals, and dreams. Thats how I live. But mostly, I need to believe.