so I finally looked at it, I had managed to avoid the website, managed to not see my house for sale online, I thought the for sale sign in the front lawn was bad enough....

now its real, now its hit.

My house is for sale, I'll have to pack up all my stuff, my clothes, my books, my pictures, my furniture, my memories, my life....store it in boxes

But for now, its still my house, still my home, still MY room