"If I don't say this now, I will surely break"

I love this and hate this all at the same time. The lack of respect is going to break me, sooner rather than later. I know what YOU can do, we all do... but what about me? I'm not ready to lose this, but I see it slipping away everyday. "I told you not to" - is that really all you have to say? Thank you for noticing, for saying what you did and how you did; it's exactly what I needed. I am trying, but I don't know how to fix it. I want to go back, to that and then. And you're wrong, its not at all the same.