I have always said I want nothing more than to be a mom, to be a part of a family. That stability, dependance, that life... its what I feel I was made for. But traveling around the world, seeing the people who have given up their lives to aid other, to make the world a better place... its tempting. I can see myself teaching math or english in a foreign country, coaching soccer or basketball to a group of kids who have nothing in the world, I just feel like that could be amazing...